We attended an adoption meeting tonight and after briefly talking about it with Amy it's clear to us that God is working in our hearts!
The meeting answered some of our questions and brought about new ones. When do we start the application process? Domestic or international? If international, which country? But, then I looked around the room. It was so humbling to be in a room with people who want children, but haven't been blessed with them. Amy and I are considering adopting because we have a conviction to live out the Gospel. They're considering adoption because it's the only way they will ever have children.
Tonight confirmed what I already knew in a way. I've been adopted! With no way to thank my God or pay Him back, He has adopted me into His family. And not because I deserve it or did anything to earn it! He adopted me with one thing in mind....I belong to Him and He desires for me to have a better life, an eternal life! He is my Father and I'm His son! And to think I take being a daddy for granted if I'm not careful! Shame on me!
At this point, it's all about when we adopt, not if. Even with the pressure of how we're going to pay for it and the pressures of what others will think, I know my God is bigger than all of it! And as His adopted son, I know I'm doing just as I should.
I couldn't imagine going through this process with anyone else. Amy, you're my best friend and helpmate.
I love you with all that I am!
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